I don't know why I have decided to write a blog, I think all this running has made me go a little crazy but i'm working hard and it's not wrong to want something to look back over right?? My thinking behind it is a motivational one, something i can look back over when the next baby comes along and i'm fighting with myself to get back into running. I know i will though because i'm addicted but I won't run London again. This ladies and gents will be the only road to London.
I've just been for a run actually, wasn't far at all...only 8 miles or so but it hurt. It shouldn't hurt at that distance when I usually run further. I've been doing a lot of training recently, mixing it up a little with speed training, core training and some gym work. I feel brilliant but I've been told I have to be disciplined on my 'plods'. I'm not though, I set off fast and I push out 8.5 minute miles on runs that I should be slowing down to 9.5 minute miles to build the distance up to the 20 mile point. I'm for want of a word 'totally shagged'!! That run I just did was not comfortable, the back of my left knee hurts and I had a bloody snotty nose. That means a trip to the sports therapist and running with tissues shoved up my nose. I will however be back out there on Saturday morning for a 15miler....... I WILL GO SLOW.
On another note, I ordered my charity bash posters and tickets yesterday. They are gorgeous!!!!!! I'm very excited and that is the reason why I will keep training for London, because my charity is one that makes me want to cry a little when I think about what it's for.
Anyway, i'm going for a hot shower now. After reading this you can tell me yourself if i'm a geek or not for blogging. As Oscar Wilde said, 'memory is the diary that we all carry about with us'. Well, when i'm old and have dementia and my memory starts to fail me I can read this and know that even though i'm not the first person to run London marathon and I won't be the last, this blog was my journey there and I want to remember every step of it until I cross that finish line because running flipping kills me!!